What changes will this year bring along with it? I can only hope that it brings happiness, peace, and success. Of course a lot of that depends on me to come true. Now I am DETERMINED to make this year better than last. There are so many things that saddened me last year but there are some great things that happened too. Here is a quick recap:
1. Ended a long relationship
2. Moved in with my mother
3. Started a new relationship<3
4. Got my license and a car (finally)
5. Mother kicked me and little sister out...
6. Moved into my boyfriends families place
7. Failed at producing art...
8. Got a new job after 5 years :D
9. Lost touch with a lot of people...
10. Became less frightened and more of a "go-getter"
Last year was a pretty depressing year for me but I have decided to not let that stop me. It is hard for me to believe that I am already one and twenty. The minutes, days, and months just seem to have blended into each other and low and behold a new year is here! My time is precious and you never really know how much of it you really have, so I do not want to waste it being sad or hating myself. Here is what I hope to achieve this year:
1. A healthier diet and outlook
2. Be able to go back to college
3. Be able to move into my own apartment
4. Draw/create more
5. Work on my fear of driving to new places
6. Working harder towards everything I do
7. To be a better friend
2. Be able to go back to college
3. Be able to move into my own apartment
4. Draw/create more
5. Work on my fear of driving to new places
6. Working harder towards everything I do
7. To be a better friend
8. To read more
9. To write more
10. To grow closer to the Goddess and God
Hmm...a lot of the things on that last were things that I wanted to do last year, that I didn't quite get around to doing...
Things will be different this year! I understand now that I hold the key to my happiness and after all these years of being hurt and punishing myself I think I deserve to be free and enjoy life. We all do really. So I am going to stand up taller and smile and not let my worst enemy hold me down any longer...myself.
"So, everything that makes me whole
I'll give to you now
...
I'm yours..."
Oh my Beauty reading this blog was like i had foreseen the one im going to write myself to come back.
ReplyDeleteIm so glad things got better for you and i do hope this year will be fruitful.
I'll talk to you very soon on DA or the like, I plan to try to get over my depression and doubt and post again. <3