I really do hate feeling so down. Been having a lot of ups and downs lately. Not sure what I am going to do about my next semester of college. It seems like I will have to take a semester or two off so I can buy a car. It is either buy a car or go to school. It would be soooo much easier to get to school if I had my own car though. It would be nice to have aid from my parents. Too bad my father has not taken responsibility for me since I was born and my mother just had to marry a sociopath. Poor mum. I am selfish to want money from her. She deserves more than she has. I wish I could give to her. So I guess I will work towards that car so I can get another/better paying job.
Something that I am happy about however is that I decided to make Christmas cards for some very special people to me. Mostly they are for my artist friends who inspire me and push me to draw and create. I love you guys. So I am very excited. There will be a lot of different mediums I am sure. Watercolors, acrylics, and perhaps some photography. Not a big fan of photography myself ( it is just because I suck). I cannot wait to get to painting. I already have roughs done ^_^
Before I get started I will have to practice with watercolors. I have not used them since early in my senior year. Though that is not so long ago I am sure I am rather rusty. I want to improve improve IMPROVE! So nothing will stop me from practicing. Hopefully this little project of mine will keep my mind off of bad things...
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Quite excited for Turkey Day. I love love LOVE to eat. Just the thought of fillings, warm rolls, and cranberry sauce has my mouth watering. I plan to eat for a straight week. If only I can hibernate afterwords haha.
*SHIVERS* It is kinda cold in here. Haha okay I am always cold no matter where I am. My poor little frail body just cant handle these chilly nights. I am lucky to have my puppy to keep me warm (and tons of blankets!) My fingers are so chilled. I am surprised I can even type or draw for that matter. Yet I must. Drawing makes me so happy <3 When I draw I can be anywhere I want and do anything that I please...
Something that I am happy about however is that I decided to make Christmas cards for some very special people to me. Mostly they are for my artist friends who inspire me and push me to draw and create. I love you guys. So I am very excited. There will be a lot of different mediums I am sure. Watercolors, acrylics, and perhaps some photography. Not a big fan of photography myself ( it is just because I suck). I cannot wait to get to painting. I already have roughs done ^_^
Before I get started I will have to practice with watercolors. I have not used them since early in my senior year. Though that is not so long ago I am sure I am rather rusty. I want to improve improve IMPROVE! So nothing will stop me from practicing. Hopefully this little project of mine will keep my mind off of bad things...
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Quite excited for Turkey Day. I love love LOVE to eat. Just the thought of fillings, warm rolls, and cranberry sauce has my mouth watering. I plan to eat for a straight week. If only I can hibernate afterwords haha.
*SHIVERS* It is kinda cold in here. Haha okay I am always cold no matter where I am. My poor little frail body just cant handle these chilly nights. I am lucky to have my puppy to keep me warm (and tons of blankets!) My fingers are so chilled. I am surprised I can even type or draw for that matter. Yet I must. Drawing makes me so happy <3 When I draw I can be anywhere I want and do anything that I please...
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